Thursday, June 17, 2010

my eyes are lungs

"you have the cutest face i have ever seen."
"thanks."
"no your cheeks- they're so cute."
look at the floor.
"and your eyes- your pupils- i have never seen pupils so big normally."
"..oh, well i can't see that well."-good one renee.
"you're gorgeous you know that?"
pause. smile. shrug.
"no- isn't she fucking gorgeous"
look at friend. avoid eye contact
"your SO gorgeous, and such a cool girl."
.....yea?....
"can i kiss you?"
... what.?
"can i kiss you?"
no. not even close.

this is what i always wanted, right? i always thought hearing i was gorgeous from other people would solve my problems and end world hunger. his questions made nauseous and eye contact made me uncomfortable.


chcę was. zawsze chciałem was.

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