noro

i want so badly to lie down next to him on the bed. to wrap my arms around him and sleep.just sleep together on the most innocent sense of the phrase. but i lack the courage and he no longer is my boyfriend. and im akward and he is gorgeous. and i am hopelessly boring and he is endlessly fascinating. so instead i collapse in my bed thinking that if people were rain, i am the drizzle and he is a hurricane.